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I get an extremely painful treatment today. I only told two people and they seemed to not care. I am in a big state of self loathing right now. It is safe to say I am freaking out. I dont expect this treatment to work. I guess I am doing it just to build my mental strength. Fuck being sick.

Shit got real. I can’t eve mention what happened since this is a public blog but damn. Ever since I found out about this I feel like shit. All of my complaining when I really have nothing to complain about. I just want to stay in my room and cry. No one deserves to go throug what you are dealing with now. The fact that it is under the radar makes it really hard to deal with no matter how muc you trust me. I cant stand seeing you everyday and knowing I cant change what you are going through. I am so so sorry.

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